So what does it mean when you meet someone, confess to them that you find them very attractive and would like to get to know them better (and maybe even ask them out on a date), get told in return that they are interested in you, then they stop responding and their next post on facebook is a picture of a guy pulling a gun on cupid saying "don't even think about it" and the one after that is a picture with the text "I just want to disappear" on it?
I really do keep trying to live. But it is things like these that are exactly the reason I find it so hard to stay positive. Every time I get my hopes up, it gets taken away from me. I'm really not just sitting around going "woe is my, why won't an amazing and attractive person fall out of the sky in my lap and declare their undying love for me?" I go out, I meet people, I try to make friends. I'm just not wanted.
Guess there is another person on the List
You seriously need to seek help!
ReplyDeleteI don't think anyone in the world has it so easy as to have this amazinggly beatiful person fall from the sky and fall madly in love with them. That's a fantasy!
No I love indulging in fantasies just as much as the next person, but you have to draw a line somewhere. In my opinion you should draw the line at not feeling wanted.
99.9% of all the people in the world do not want you. 99.9% of the world does not want me! And the same holds true for any person you care to name. That is normal!
The reason I am writing this comment is because recently your posts have started to sound seriously depressed. I for one find that sad. To have you sit there and write about how noone wants you.
I for one do want you! Maybe not on a physical level. We have never met, after all. But I want you in this world. I want your contribution to society. By doing what you do, you provide others with pleasure and enjoyment. That alone makes you valuable.
When I read your recent posts I get scared. I feel like you are slowly slipping into depression. Now I'm no psychologist, but I know that wallowing in thoughts of "I am not wanted" is a sure fire way straight into oblivion.
So please think carefully about what you truly feel and get some outside perspective. It would be a shame to loose you to a spiral of negativity.